Steps in life

Hello, today I will be talking about how important and quickly days go by. June 8th is my birthday and I will be 19 years old this year, almost 20! This is my first year living in the dorm, this coming semester I will be moving into an apartment here in Long Beach due to the huge price of living in a dorm. I will be living with two other friends and rent a three bedroom apartment and I expect to pay less than what I pay for my dorm. Now that I am actually going to start living in an apartment, it has made me realize the big step I am taking. I am no longer going to be living with my mother, brother, and sisters over the winter, spring, or summer break because I will have my apartment. I’m sure I will go visit them often, but I know that things from now on are going to be extremely different. This is a big step in life that I know everyone has to take, but never thought that once in this situation it would make me feel like this. I am very worried, scared, at the same time excited and anxious to begin. I hope everything goes well and I am able to pay all my bills. I am scared to think that after I get my own apartment, I will no longer ever live with my mother again. I feel that I am still very young and taking a big step, which makes me feel proud of myself but scared that I may not be ready for this big step in life yet. I hope for the best and hope to concentrate solely in school so I can graduate fast, but with all these budget cuts, who knows.